You don't need to try, it's already about you.

I registered for this "insert whatever you want" here and asked the lady behind the counter what did I have to bring. She said, "Come as you are." Why in all of Earth and Hell can I get these four words from someone I've met for the first time but not from the "friends" and "family" that I see everyday? Am I not the one who they claim to know best? Nobody realises the fact that they are at every point of time being judgemental and critical, trying to identify the bitches who are going to make their asses look like they have got the latest bling-bling. Notice I use the word "realise". Sounds like something out of a primary school vocabulary book or something. Thats how stupid homo sapiens can get. "I'm super-frustrated. I wanna cut myself. Why can anybody understand what I'm going through? I wanna be the most emo/jockish/depressed/popular fuck there is. Why can't I? And I wanna go play Welcome to my Life by Simple Plan and whine to it." Just shut the fuck up. Don't give me your whiney ass crap. Your every post on your blogs should be like mine, fuckers. Use a little bit of brain here. Okay, whatever man. Total crap here. Badass fuckhole shit. Now thats better. Painted a Beautiful picture. :x

The last gathering of the class of 2006, more or less so to speak. Guess I expected the whole thing to invoke nostalgia and regrets and stuff. Fell short of expectations, the whole issue, but I was glad. Glad for once emotions didn't take me. Good to be in control. I so didn't want to build a time machine and go back just to right the wrongs. The whole time was fun, fun meaning the sort of obessesion people indulge in inflating their egos and trying to blend in, not to bad all. And I'm not been sarcastic. One of my better days for sure.